it's ^not ^so ^much that i can't seem to | decide | just whateveritis you want. from. me. it's the spoons-you-favor to hollow》 me》out that hurt¡ the most¡ my dear it's never a clean cut because i /rare{ly} see / it coming {hush, now it'snotyourfault to know~any~better you would have. to. know. yourself} so just _ keep _ digging _ in i'll keep #breakingdown hoping you >go >ahead & take whateverisleft }while you're{ at. it.