So the fear felt
The pit that kept growing
The nagging feeling
All of it
I was right to feel it
The regret
I wish I could say wasn't there
I wish I could say
That I
That I grew as a being rather than
Well rather than let it hurt me
I wish I could say I was proud of feeling the hurt
But I can't
I can't lie and say that it doesn't hurt
That it doesn't hurt that I was right
I wish that the fear I felt
I wish I never it at all
Or rather
I wish I wasn't right to feel it at all