people's artistic ambitions, whether juvenile, or matured, never take into consideration other people's upheavals and counters, it's staggering how much of art is based upon the irrelevance of shared experience, and more focused on passing-time stuck in traffic... funny, isn't it? the idealised personal, thus idealised, becomes impersonal... so much of art is based upon the irrelevance of shared experience, and more focused on passing-time stuck in traffic... with the number of mammals roaming this place, a few of us will become lizards... cold-blooded heretics opposed to the doctrine of humanism... with the number of mammals roaming this place, a few of us will turn into cold blooded lizards... sometimes we'll get a mammalian blood-clot of warmth in us, a pop song... but that's about it... we just look at these **** pseudo-sapiens attempting feats horrid with the deus attache - and we think... i'd thank a god for a second chance to be reborn a dentist - where once the weakness to dislodge self-belief and believe in god was considered normal for the iron maiden to say otherwise... now people are in a frenzy when self-belief has gone awry, pear-shaped... because it has... added to the fact that i have to consider two things with inevitable death: i have to consider my own mortality and the chance of fame... you can hardly become philosophical considering the latter... what sort of philosophy is spawned from considering mortality and fame alike? it's like saying: you're alive... and technically you're already famous, when nothing is the entire audience admiring your self-development... luckily poets never make it on the t.v. like they did in the 1960s experimenting with l.s.d., apart from that one poet on the game show pointless... with the added celebrity; yep, pointless celebrities... i wonder if Marx would have envisioned the celebrity class along with the bourgeoisie and the working man... i think he'd have failed that discovery... i know where i am... i have the perfect seat in the house, like spotting a ballet dancer outside the Opera House, standing with ballet slippers, smoking a cigarette... in the end: i'm just a passerby - forever attached to hello and bye-bye... we've been the horrid process of being educationally institutionalised... some people feel the wrath of institutions they end up writing lyrical songs akin to The Smiths... solution? school uniform... works every time... originality of the mind converts the peacocks into pigeons, or it doesn't, whatever.