I looked for love In a bottle of ***** Spilling out my soul on everyone's tongue They swallowed my love down their throat. Calling it spit, they came to me with open arms And smiles in their shy eyes making me believe I found love in a person with shy eyes But I only loved how they smelt like alcohol when they whispered my name, or when they lifted up my shirt with hands full of bad intentions. Even the times I knew I shouldn't , I always did. I liked the way they watched me undress, like they wanted me. But only because I was stripping naked in front of them and guys like that just wanted to feel something. I thought I was loving people, but I was hating them, giving all my anger to them for pleasure only to find myself in the same spot Falling in love With a bottle of ***** dripping down my throat