I use different tools to harm myself. Wrists are my favorite place to cut. He told me he knows I cut often. I tried cutting my stomach it’s easier to hide the cuts. I’m tired of wearing long sleeves in the summer to hide my cuts on my wrist. Cut, cut, cut, cut. Blood comes out of my wrist. What a beautiful sight, I could stare at it forever. I might explore and cut my thighs. Cut, cut, cut, cut. I need to buy new razors. My hidden knife is still in the cabinet it’s hidden behind my shampoo bottle. I use the knife and then I take a razor and use that. Razors hurt more, my wrist itches after I cut. It stings in the shower, if it rains and I just cut it stings then too. I wanted to stop, I have been addicted for a while now. Someday I will cut to deep and it will be all over. No pills. All I have to do is hit a vein.