Why do I feel I cant connect with the world anymore. I use to appreciate and share its wonders colors, arts cute animals and innocence. Fluffy clouds spiraling to a new enchanted kingdom as far as I can see. Hearing the delights of cries of doves forming and flying in the sky. This is a perfect vision, not something tainted and blurred by the cold reality is more scary and hard to face anymore and see wars, famine, poverty and death on the TV. Is there any goodness really left: sometimes I just give up and dwell into my own bubble at least I feel safe in there but then I see a stranger someone unknown help a fellow person in need. Sharing warmth of a coffee and offering food to someone with very little except a smile which just one gesture, one deed makes this existence all the more worthwhile.