I know I tell you it's okay
But I miss you
I've opened myself up
But where are you when I need you most?
You know this is hard for me
I've never felt like this
So vulnerable
It's so new
And when I need you
You're never there
I know you're busy
But I wish that you'd see through this facade
I wish you saw that I'm scared
And not brave
I wish you saw that I was jealous
And not go with the flow
I wish you saw that I missed you
Because I'm too scared to say it to you
I just wish
That you'd see
The me
That I've only let you see