Living in the past, I try to wake up. Reality is just too fast, it's left me in the dust. Living in a dream between waking and asleep, But never actually waking up. Life isn't what it seems I know that I am wasting time. That much is clear to me. But I can't get out of this, I'm blind and cannot see. Living in a dream between waking and asleep. But I'm still not waking up. Please... Just let me be.
I wrote this back when i was 14. I thought i would grow out of it, but i never have.