That's what it sounds like in my mind when people disappear; when you no longer get to see them you no longer get to know them because you no longer exist to them.
'****!' Like magic. A great Houdini act. Black magic. Witchcraft.
'****!' In that puff of smoke that billow and wisp and dissipate before my mind's eye I see the strands snap, one by one, in the heat.
My thoughts race through galaxies at a speed to beat sunlight from reaching the earth first.
'Was it easy to just disappear?'
'Just like that?'
'Why?'
'What did I do wrong?'
'Why is it always me?'
'Was I not worth at least word?
Not even the effort of a breath?'
I used to think that that all had mattered, that I wanted all those important answers to all those petty questions until I realized that it might be too late...
I froze in horror at the smell of smoke of a fire that had been spreading, crashing down all around me in waves of liquid fire that looked cool as ice.