Eulogy singer Blood bullets explode in my throat Blood, ink, rusted piano keys Church pews and surgical scars Christmas feels like crying I hope I don't die in Italy Drinking ink on the bathroom floor Everything was, but wasn't It was white shoes, but off white, really In love, but not Warm water in the garage A champagne bottle and a butcher knife We drank in the streets, and no one got caught Blood bullets on Main Street, everyone was drops of old beer That time of year Bullet holes in the headboard Used, abused, we don't get to choose Christmas felt like joy or melancholy or pine or something