I came to you in my dream last night
still wanted nothing to do with me. Thought if I met you there I could have you the way I always wanted to..
but my dreams reflected the reality
my imagination ran out.

So I said forget you finally
and took a flight through the clouds.

I was thinking you were the love in me but it was the other way around.

Now all that's left of you is a spineless slimy shell. A coward is a person to awaken the love in another with no intention of loving her.

Still grateful for the spark that made me realize I am the love in me
forever swimming
in the glorious river of eternity

and your lost scooping crumbs of what I left behind.. but even the crumbs need love and maybe that's your role. Wishing you all the best my not so friend after all."

  I am filled with all from above and I thank GOD I am WHOLE. So blessed the obsession is gone.