I do not enjoy this This cracked, mutilated heart of mine I feel defiled By humanity By death By cruelty By the harsh truth of man I am merely a child I was once effervescent And excitement bubbled through my spine Yet now I am struck with tears An infinite tug at my eyelids Ready for the tears to spill out Of this dead Sea that floods my soul I have no words I have been mutilated I have been defiled I am deranged By humanity And their pull at my soul The pressure of their rocks On my navel Is too great And soon... The blood will spill And my heart's dreams Will die A fatal death.