I am fighting for my very life It's a journey that has been brought upon by myself Years and years of tormenting myself with alcohol and drugs Have warped my mind into an endless obsession That only a spiritual experience can relieve Not to mention my mind has a chemical imbalance It's been that way since I can remember Days go by in which are a struggle Finding the courage to make it through one Can be a challenge within itself Am I looking for sympathy? Am I looking for pity? No