It happened again; I woke up from a dream to realize, My life is a nightmare. It happened again; I screamed for help because, This pain isn't fair. It happened again; I reached out for a hand, That wasn't going to hold on. It happened again; The hope that I once had, Is so far gone. It happened again; I focused on you, And ended up losing sight of what was real. It happened again; I lost all of my senses because now, Numbness is all I'll ever feel.