I've been staring for so long at this picture of you, and I'm wondering How it is that I can recognize so much and so little at once; This glow from the screen makes things clearer in the dark Yet here I am still squinting, hunting for nostalgia and the same hazy story, drawing a certain reality more tolerable than truth, that more words were held and mulled than vulnerably strewn, that there will always be so much left to learn about you