Lots of people see me But not everyone can read me I have so many scars But no one will believe me I hide a tear cause i am used to being lonely I love unconditionaly But it is easy to hurt me I am the sun that has been covered by the clouds I am a wave that washes people clean And takes in the dirt I make the earth ever so green Sometime I help people who I know may stop my dream I wish everyone you know that I have a white heart I love to help people more than myself This led people that I love drift apart Because they dont understand what I am about I love to give more than recieve I never asked someone for anything more than to believe Believe in the love i have And i have no plans to harm Dig into my soul and you will know That I bow to people I love and adore I dive my life from head to toe I want everyone who treat me differently to know Whatever i have done i didnt mean to make you hurt I may joke or try to make you smile cause i know what it means to be hurt I push and I stand by you to prevent you from the worst Because if i dont I stay in bed full of guilt I hide an amount of hills that no one knows Because i believe peoples troubles are more than my own I get misjudged and thats what hurts It even made me sink to the dark Some very close people I lost Although all i have done is become better than they have already become Everyone that left me i hope you know I still love you and leaving me is hurting my soul Even if we dont talk anymore i want you to know I will still love you forever and more I apologize if you understood me in a wrong way This is my way of explaining who I am and what you all are to me I dont expect you to understand There is one wish that i may ask just hope you smile to life as life is short and learn to forgive Because having hurt will make you suffer all day