When you remember me, please remember my smile. When you remember me, think of the way I laughed. When you remember me, remember the way my hair looked in the morning. Don’t remember my cuts or scars, I’m not ashamed that I cut, but you are. I want you to remember me running through the sprinkler or making silly faces underwater. I want you to remember me wearing miss-matched socks. I want you to know how much I loved you, because I really do. I’m sorry if you are reading this, I didn’t want you to live a day without me there with you. I want you to know it’s ok if you find someone else to love, someone you can make love with. Someone who does your laundry like I did. I want you to find someone who likes mint chocolate chip ice cream as much as we did.