Do you really want to know
What's tearing me up inside?
It's that when I'm with you
All I can do is hide

As long as I'm here
In this house and school
Breathing deeply feels
Like I'm drowning in a pool

All I really want
Is to get out of this place
Wether I end up nearby
Or in outer space

So please don't tell me
"Just relax and smile."
Being free to be myself
Will just have to wait a while