Stand there, he told me. Look up, try not to move. So I stood there while he painted me in half-profile. I looked at the sky tried not to move and thought of nothing, but (you know how it is) the thoughts come into your head. So I looked at the sky and remembered. Tears in my eyes? No, it was just that the sky was very bright that day, I remember. I remember a lot of things. Some of them Iād prefer not to.