Another year has passed
Still the same as the last
I still hesitate to ask
I want to end this fast

From day one we were distant
We barely talked
I wish I wasn't hesitant
But you were tight as a lock

With each passing year
I Yearned for change
Little did I know
That I,  should've changed

Like a schizm enlarging
We grew farther apart
Is what my mind would tell me
So that I would fall apart

I never knew her side
Mysterious as a feline
Blank as a paper
My mind would repeat this over and over

Puzzling she was
Harder than a rubicks cube
She would smile
And brighten up my mood

Regrets still linger
Of actions that could be better
A dance that could've been sweeter
Or a friendship that should've been warmer

She was everything i didnt want
But she was perfect in every way
She was something i could'nt understand
But I loved her anyway

Until now this situation is static
We talk but it doesn't get dramatic
We see each other, wave our hands
We say goodbye without sa glance

Though everything's over
And we separate farther
I just wanted to know
Before we say goodbye forever

Behind your mysterious demeanor
Was there any room to be your lover?
Was there any chance to share your heart?
Or any feeling that you wanted to love?