It's a new guy this time He has the same jacket and gloves But it's definitely a new guy I pull the collar of my coat with The tips of my fingers And approach the roped off entrance Of the building
He stops me with a Sudden hand on my chest "I'm sorry sir, but you're not allowed in today."
"What? Not allowed? I was Just here yesterday. The guy At the door let me right in."
"No matter sir. You're not Allowed in today."
"Well, ****."
I take a seat on the Rain painted curb And stare at my reflection In a ***** puddle
Some cookie cutter schlub Comes down to the same partition I was turned away from The rope is lifted without a word From either of them
I un-crane my neck from The door's direction Meeting my own stare in The puddle of ***** water Again
I push off the curb with Renewed energy and Approach the doorman again
"Alright, I think I can go in now."
He pulls his white gloves By the wrist to eliminate any Excess space in his fingertips And meets my eyes With a smug look on his face And shakes his head
How the hell are his gloves so white When all the puddles around here Are so filthy
"Just because you were in here Yesterday sir, does not mean That you will be allowed entry Today. I'm sorry, but that's the Way that things work."
I bend my mouth into an Upside down horseshoe Studying the gaudy marquee above The padded door
The doorman sees me staring at the blinking Chipped letters Sensing my resentment He tightens his gloves again And stares at the brick wall Across the alley
I wander off in the rain To go find something Else to do
Writers block and a lack of motivation are too common these days.