There are lots of distorted people walking all around. Words are spoken and don't mean what you think they do. There is a lot of fanfare and things don't quite make sense. Often you are not sure who you even are. One moment you feel powerful and the next you feel numb. You think you can do anything then you find out that you can do little to nothing. The best you can hope for is to enjoy watching the illusion go by, then come down easy. The harsh reality is that you are likely to end up in withdrawal, and if all you need is rehabilitation of yourself or your image, then you were lucky. More often than not you come down hard and are not sure where you will wake up or land.