Have you ever had a bad cherry? At first, they're succulent. You feel thrilled, almost salacious. You burrow for more. You fill your hands with their gravity. Red ones, dark one, even better.
Then you find it; it looks like all the rest. You're ravenous, unable to pull your lips from its surface. You expect to crunch down on its soft supple skin. You find the horror within, it's bland, the taste is thin. But each one before, held a marvel within. Your heart is riotous; it looked like all the rest.
The anger has me writhing with a tempestuous din. The sound of heartbreak yelps from inside. How could it be that one? How could it be that little thing that seditiously winks without eyes? A piece of my soul it takes but it doesn't leave by any window. It dies within, leaving my gut to wash its sin.
Sometimes you are that bad cherry, That beast that brings mourning. I sleep with the scar and heal in the morning. The cherries look too good today to pass up. But another bad cherry looms in the wake of my deep thirst. Just as with you, there's always another day.
I wrote this poem 4 years ago, yesterday. It may have had something to do with an x-girlfriend of mine. Anyway, the past is the past.