*He loved the toy train set More than Lego or anything else. I would say what shall we do today sweetie? He would shout let's play trains Mommy. I made him a station and trees and tunnels. Put sheep and cows watching the train go by. The train set took over the playroom floor. For his birthday I bought him a conductors Uniform he would not take it off.
When the sickness came I prayed to God to take me instead. And leave my little boy here.. He answered my prayers But he said No. I guess that he needed a little Boy in heaven to play trains with.
Now sometimes when I am dreaming I see him again in the mist of dreamland. He always is wearing his conductor's uniform. I say Hi honey what shall we do today. He whispers quietly let's play trains Mommy.