You see today I saw a lady named Helen who I helped out at vinnies way back in 2000 to 2005 and it was great to see her after all these years, you see I was trying to fit in with the other people my age And I was fighting with my parents and Helen who was like a third parents to me And there were times when I fought with dad and Helen said Don't worry everything should be alright and I know she knew nothing about the fight but she showed she cares and I walked home and dad was still upset with my behaviour and unaware That I spoke with Helen started Disciplining me about how I acted, dad said we are trying to help you but all I was thinking about them trying to stand in The way of the future You see Helen is the reason I am trying to help people and She is also the reason why I have all these ideas on how to help the poor and she allowed me to be Santa Claus in her store and she said she will make ginger bread men for me to hand our to the children. She maybe broke a few rules there but I was given a chance to prove to everyone including Rowena that I like kids And I ain't that bad kid chaser of my past And yes, it worked, I did a lot of things at vinnies back in those days, work wise and going to vinnies every day gave me confidence in my future job at Ainslie village, but I learnt about what helping people involved at that place because it isn't as simple as waving a magic wand And all poor people are saved It requires a lot of work And Helen's voice is in my head when I was given all these jobs But I crashed and burned in the psych ward twice 2004 and 2013 and Helen in my head got Me through that You see I was remembering her Positive attitude she gave to every customer at vinnies She helped lyndy chamberlain Through her ordeal with her daughter and I am suffering in ways now because I want to help people but my past of before I met Helen came back because I need a card that my past doesn't except But I know that people are learning a lot from my art and writing and I will go with that And Helen really helped me She got me past my idea when Young people are supposed to be messy and drink coke I still am messy and drink coke But I am careful I don't want diabetes Thanks Helen and dad Be Betty and enjoy it