Hollow I just want to be Hollow To hear the Echo Of nothingness within Silent Just for a moment Still And at peace with myself Awhile Though perhaps Maybe I don't deserve it Cursed Is my whole life Blessed In many things, yet Never That one thing that is Dearest To my aching soul Forsaken In the bitterest of ends Blind Because my heart still finds Hope Even in the bleakest of Times A ray of light emerges Agony To eyes so used to the dark Piercing Every part of my being Until nothing is left But holes Pain Fear Suffering Darkness Enveloping as I bleed out Bleeding love Joy Faith Hope Admiration Respect Trust So broken Rejected in the end The bitter end My end Finality Finally The end.