I got caught in-between An argument about tv An engaged couple, she’s got a big rock on her finger I giggled and giggled at my large sunday I didn’t wear a bra all day My thin limbs, mama point out the bones around my collarbone Papa and I sit side by side, we get our work done Everything so material here Everything so flashy and fried here I rode in the back of the pick up truck Absorbed the quarter moon, my mama called it “Can’t you put that away and just relax?”
I left my phone in my room all day Its so good to escape But it lasts for only so long One of my best friends, she severs her love Lost it to drugs And a man that would rather get high Than choose her.
Its a choice we have To actively choose each other I sit as a witness To cute arguments about what tv show they prefer to watch Or how a certain kind of ice-cream is so __’s ”thing” And its adorable to watch My eyes don’t roll, I’m supportive As my mother tries to marry me off jokingly to the guitarist on television For the first time in my life I don’t look. I don’t hunt. I don’t search. I just exist with as much as I’ve currently got.