Paralyzed

I see you when everything is still

Vividly and vaguely

I'm stuck and you're so close

Horizontally and vertically you hover and dash

I feel I have all of the control

But you refract and bounce

It all feels so real

It's all so vivid

I question its tangibility

And right there and then is when I realize

That you weren't even there

I'm in my wake

You're a dream

A dream that plays and plays in my head

A dream that hasn't come to fruition

I need you more than ever