Maybe sometimes your obstacles are bigger than just a puddle. Maybe sometimes it really is a greater struggle. I think it's time to get up. But that's not always my luck. Yeah maybe i've been drowning for far too long. But believe me when i say i've tried to be strong. God i'm so lonely that i can barely breathe. I guess it's just my fate for everyone to leave. Maybe i should stop thinking about the past. That could give other things a chance to last. But when you're stuck with permanent heartache. Every time you get up, it's only a matter of time till you break.