Dear dad, I want you to hear me. I want you to see me, I want you to know. I want you to know how sick I am. How rolling out of bed is too overwhelming, How I fake a smile to keep you from my burdens. I care too much to let you see whats really inside. The anger, the resentment, the never-ending sadness... You look and see a person, You look and see me as you're most important work. Your daughter... I look in the mirror, and see shallow eyes and a heavy chest. I want you to know, I will always love you. But I envy you. To you, there is more light than dark, There is more good than bad. I envy you don't have to battle your mind on a 24/7 basis, You see, theres nothing but walls surrounding my head, letting no-one in, and not letting me out. Its dark here, and the light is out of reach... Its depression and anxiety... have my on my knees.