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a m a n d a
Poems
Jul 2016
you know me?
there are things i do,
alone.
no one sees.
except for the shades
i have cracked.
this is how i know
when to stop.
or better,
to know to go
a little more.
i know because
it burns.
it warns me.
so i back away.
there are things
i thought once
that no longer
have value.
to anyone.
but i'm going
further,
faster
always with
eyes closed
i thought for a second
that i knew
how to make it better.
but nothing
past that moment.
sometimes i know
the best thing to do
and i push it
as far as i can
until no more.
sometimes i fail
to stop the
ash from
burning my foot.
it can always
be more
or better.
this will always be true.
pain is
a stealing of focus
i try to
spread it around
breathe it in
i don't know how
to get anywhere else.
i've used up
all the things
that i knew.
except i know
enough
to hide things.
even entire people.
there, but
not there.
then there is more,
better to see
in the dark
a taking away
of things
always being
pulled higher
it's a place you can go
to catch your head
rocking on what
you must mean
there is not a
way back
through time.
i try to be
the one
who doesn't need anything
i like the word
upon word
upon word
layers
to have no
partner
you have to just
show up
i turned it inside
out
for a moment
i think i
missed
the whole thing
is it strange?
this strange place i am in?
can you see it?
it's just that i can
see it all the time
and it is
distracting.
and i'm back
to a silvery
piece
you have to
invite
the cells
ask them to
come in
and you have to decide
like or dislike
depending on the stack
of the winters
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a m a n d a
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