She wants to say that she's better off this way.
But her lips are incapable of telling a lie.
So instead she keeps it inside. As she reaches out for strangers because they will never make her cry.
Inevitably when he comes arround her soul luminously glows.
Time after time.
One let down after a new.
But a love child they share.
Love so pure you'd pay to be there.
So in magnificent awe you could stare.
For their beloved child was no suprise.
"I want her always in my life he thought."
She said "I don't want him away from mines."
He longed for her baby and she...his.
Knowing not anything better than it.
Now once too many he has let her down.
And her heart has a tattooed frown.
He is gone and has a new.
And she is sad.
No hope anywhere found.




-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016