Holled up locked enclosed I will not leave the house today. Why? as if you need to ask why? well, it is because..... well .... I have no answer. Something may happen! what you ask something , that would be bad So you are scared you ask Yes I am scared but scared is not the word encased in fear would say it better it sits in my stomach like a black ball clouds my mind like a fog the surf is good today. I could go to the beach but it is outside and something might happen
I wrote this a couple of years ago when I was suffering from anxiety. I have done a lot of good things since then and just got back from travelling through mexico. Different times but I wanted to share