I don't think about him or the fear he ignited in me but when I see his face Why do I have to keep seeing your face? Every feeling comes back Fear Self blame Confusion I feel so small Your eyes and mouth were enough to push me into a dark abyss I have the need to cover my skin Like if it's my responsibility to make sure my body doesn't provoke you I have the need to hide who I truly am Like it's my responsibility to make sure my personality doesn't provoke you I know it's not my fault but can you blame me?