Designing my life
was by choice
and the BLUEPRINT
was obscurely lost

Is this what I
decided to be
the changes are many
with highs and lows

Blood spilled,
sweat drenched
with crocodile tears
yet I press on

My BLUEPRINT
was rewritten and
destroyed several times over
yet I press on

Pages will turn in the
new chapters of my life
and this remains key...
don't be afraid to fail

Sometime you need to
walk through open doors
and often times
they need to be kicked in.