i gave you the choice,
you either let me jump
or you push me.
you kick the chair
or i fall.
you pull the ******* trigger
or i do.
you drag the blade across my wrist
or i do.

i gave you the choice
so many times,
why didn't you cease the
opportunity to ruin my life
again whilst i was
handing  it to you.

if you don't want me to leave
don't go letting me jump
pushing the chair beneath my feet
pulling the trigger
or grasping the blade to my wrist

because I've tried,
and I've failed...
**** i wish i didn't but
baby im here to stay.