You did it Congratulations You stabbed what was left of my heart You stuck in the last blade I could take You said I was being like her Like her!! I'm not her! I never want to be her Act like her Sound like her Look like her I don't want to be anything like her! But you said I was You know how that hurts And you said it anyway That must mean you meant it right? You are my father Right? You would tell me the truth Right!? You would tell me if I was becoming her RIGHT!? So tell me daddy Am I really like her? Dear old mommy? Am I hateful, like her? Am I smothering, like her? Am I cut throat, like her? Am I hurtful, like her? Tell me daddy Am I like her!? You were my last person My last ******* person! Last person who didn't hurt me I said one wrong thing And now I'm like her? Well ******* too then! Stay the **** out of my life I can't believe you would say that! You know how much it hurts But you said that **** anyway You were the last person I could turn to The last person I ******* trusted! Everybody cheer!! Clap! Come on clap! Give the man a ******* award!! He's finally killed my humanity
This was written during a time when things were very tense between my mother and I. We're good now but I'm still putting this up because it was part of my life and my poetic history.