I am tormented.
I am cursed.
I am confused.
How, how did this happen!
Maybe the gods where sleeping, when I asked for you.
Maybe the angles where busy, when I begged for guidance,
If you had only herd my prayers, and I wish you had.
So for now me, pretend to be blind, so not to see you
I pretend to be deaf ,so not to hear  your cry’s of death.
No matter how I feel, the sadness and the darkness keeps groining inside!