The things you want in life are not always what you deserve or maybe what is instilled for you Talking it into existence may shadow your most likely situations and halter you from what you really need Thats why we expect the worst and hope for the best just take yourself worthiness in consideration Doubts are the biggest downfall though we all struggle it is the way we consume this is the highlight of it all Patience. ...God was good at that and to embrace this is the craziest thing I've I had to deal with Knowing and believing is the same as wanting and lusting I give more than I receive and I don't asks for much it is a sort of worrying that comes from wanting something in return Guilt works at you like molasses covering a bug caught on a tree At times in certain situation I don't know I'm really like perplexed tainted by unanswered questions in the mist of trying to figure it out yourselfwith no help from no one you pace with no direction a very distraught feeling.
I can't help but wonder, am I spouse to hurt or feel left out , I asks what did I do? #confused #helpless #unhappy