I am both angered by being abandoned,
And adamant and understanding that it is anyone's choice to leave
But when I die, do not dare say you are devastated.
Do not dare speak my name, nor mourn.
As I respect that I am difficult and you must leave,
Respect me when I say I do not want your grief or your thoughts,
Or your tarnished memories of me.
If you've chosen to be gone, then leave be.