Have's verses the have not's. Hickies on my bones In a thousand candlelit rooms Soda pop and snowglobes I haven't had time to loose my mind Fragmented glimpses of solar plexus' Waning gibbous' in the spring Held your bare soul with my eyes closed Catharsis at sundown Sometimes I feel more alone Your hanging words were carved in stone in sleek shards of abalone cold to wrap my ribs around It's a cycle of regressing into the future The consciousness of lack Relapsing memoirs Secrets for the dreaded end to receive silently Watching flowers grow Purity rings or pregnant at 16 A born romantic who lost their virginity to the dashboard light Sidewalk slants like tectonic plates tripping into the night Weary limbed and still wide eyed City to city Passing through the signs of roads has left me feeling like a gypsy Boxes of my favorite things I loose a little more along every place until I've lost everything Receptive to the voices in the rain singing solace to your pain I wipe off of foggy mirrors in hotel rooms Sleeping on the floor "Carpe noctem" and such said slurs under a draped porch sitting on the stairs Black widow spider silk along the wall's and a thousand days faded to setting suns the starry rays all are gone Asteroid belt in a handful Like teeth, a smile that's crooked and bent beneath curled lips chapped and spent filling the spaces between the gaps.