We love each other We say it And mean it all the time I love you so much And I know you love me But I love you a little differently I love you just a little more Were we love each other for the people we are I also love you in a romantic way I treat you almost as if we are dating You let me do it all the time You don't see a problem But I unfortunately do I don't always mean to do it I really don't But you don't mind And I let you do the same We walk down the street You put your arm around my waist I sit on the couch and play on my phone You come put you head on my lap and talk about your thoughts I put my feet in your lap And you massage them I eat something And almost feed you some You sit on the porch I know you want to talk We do so many things We are so very close And you don't see it You only see platonic love You think this is what friends do I know that its not normal I know that I should stop before I get too deep But it feels so comforting to put my legs on yours Its nice when you and I talk about anything I love when its just you and me just being I should stop this weird situation Not separate completely Just stop acting like we're a couple that doesn't kiss Not get out of our friendship or stop our meaningful talks Just let go of the fantasies of us holding hands Not cut you out of my life Just not be so close Because as comfortable as it can be Platonic dating *****
I'm pretty much in a platonic dating thing with my best friend and I don't know how to make it stop. I love him to death but I need to romantically move on, ya know?