New home, New place, Can't count how many times I've felt out of place For all the times you've asked me to go I should hate you but no, I still love you very much so I ache to the bone for all the times Ive had to fake a new face when you ask me if I'm okay I'd be okay but I've taken these drugs to the dome just to feel the comfort in my new home Only this time, my heartache makes me want to die I'm in pain DEAR please don't ask me if I'm fine is this goodbye? is this a real ******* goodbye because you're killin me don't be shy do it already put me into your 72 hour watch because at this point i just want to die and im afraid I'll commit