The earth it is dry The lips mute The eyes blind Lovers of letters Words fell on deaf ears Take out my hand The heart it is cold The soul wracks against a ribcage The one I offered so much freedom to It is hungry and it weeps The moisture is clammy on my skin But my mind protested I am right My Lord knows He know it for sure He know the insides of my heart are pure Yes He knows I dream of the blessed days To catch up with Him Eyes closed. Mind numb. My heart it melts in an inferno only He could create His month arrives like an operation of the emergency kind Like a flat field where there's nowhere to hide from the truth So that a believer may find Him Even the careless stumble upon His way My footsteps falter at His doorstep My head it bows in defeat I am helpless to my shame Regretted never taking His name Every fibre of my being supplicates to the almighty Fill my mind with a humbleness that is a dying art Fill my heart with a loyalty so strong it cannot be watered down My Lord fill my lap with righteousness so I don't leave you empty As the month it nears to an end I bid farewell consoling my heart it has been sealed Praying it sewn tight enough to last longer than before I look ahead prepared for another test And just when I start to fail beyond repair Your month comes around again Like an operation of the emergency kind Breathing life into the walking dead Save me before I am lost for sure Arrogance it purges on my skin Pride licks at the edges I am ugly with sins threatening to swallow me whole They chew on my balancing scales Attempting to plunge me overboard Suicide or ****** I can't tell the difference