What's good in being in a lot of love,
your body and heart getting explored?
You say they're for experience
but you don't really understand at all.

For merely 10 years of going away and back
from beds of different wild men,
I only know loving a number of them
Is not good at all.

What good is there,
when years after they left you,
they're still hunting your dreams;
Crawling in your sheets like frenzied maniacs.

What good is there,
when you think you're free of them but you're really not,
because living and loving don't seem to fit
so you live half-heartedly not knowing you're only half-alive.