When I first saw into her pain, I was elated; finally someone else so numb they're sedated. We stayed up all night little past five, off eachother were wasted She was the friend of the girl I liked but couldn't get to hold onto Next thing I knew I was up in her headspace, and she was the next case for this lovesick therapist kid still getting his head straight Crazy how life is meant for love, but all you need is yourself One minute she loves you the next You're set up on the shelf
How does it feel to waste your time, over and over? How does it feel to live for other peoples lonely vies? Now how does it feel to be surrounded, over and over? How does it feel to know you can't reach out and touch their souls? How does it feel to know I've gone, without being here to start with? How does it feel to know you've chosen wrong?
You're wrong I'm right
And now I'm torn on what love is, I think it'd be this. Cause playing guitar is much better than these hardened hearts. We stayed up all night, little past five pointing out our marks and scars She was the girl of the friend I liked She said he was family Next thing I knew, she's tellin' me she's chosen someone I can't be This lovesick masochistic kid's now starin' at Plan B.. Seems like life seems so perfect when we're staring at surface ****. One minute it's all planned so right the next you're praying to your christ.
So how does it feel to waste your time, over and over? How does it feel to live for other people's dumb opinions? How does it feel to be surrounded, over and over? How does it feel to know you can't kiss off the memories? Now how does it feel to know I'm gone, never to come back? How does it feel to know you've chosen wrong?
You're wrong I'm right I'm wrong You're right I'm right I'm wrong They're right I'm song..
This poem/song was witten by a beautiful boy who's heart I unintentiallly broke. I am honored to be a muse to something so beautiful, although it came from something so grey....