Do you see me now
So invisible I have come
There are ones left behind
So friendly in their disguise
And I have wiped these tears
So many times from my eyes
It's like what did I ever do
To be crushed under the weight
Of your high and mighty attitude
No one deserves to be left alone
Thinking all the time
And these thoughts aren't good for me
They penetrate my skin
And send sounds of screams to my head
What did I ever do to you
I guess I'm just not cool enough
For your clan
I just don't understand
How people can be so insensitive
I write about junk
But I don't take it out into life
I take life into what I write
If that makes any sense?
I'm not popular by no means
Never had a click by my side
All I ever have done is chase people
Wanting their attention so badly
How can I be such a fool?
Starting today
I'm not going to chase anymore
If I have to survive lonely days
Then so be it
It's all has meaning
Yet I don't get it yet
I guess I'm just stupid
To expect anything from others