Here we are again
Just laying in bed
With these thoughts in my head
It seems to never end
I'd just like to rest
Escape the stress
Feel nice in a dress
And look the best
It's 2am here
And these thoughts roam my head
As I'm laying bed
Wishing for them to end
These scenarios fill my head
Of what could always be
All the possibilities
Never ending
Wishing they could be
I question all things
Like it's suddenly 215
& I feel nothing
Or feel something I know nothing of
I'm wondering why
Wondering how it is
I feel like
I'm out of place
And shouldn't exist
Too fat to wear a dress
If love is even real  
What's the possibility
Of running into someone who's just like me
We'll at least with their thoughts
But I'd never know
Cause I do not share
What thoughts fill my head
& the scenarios that play
All up in my head
When I'm awake at 2am
Laying in bed
Wishing to get some rest
Escape my stress
How to feel nice in a dress
& look like some of the best
See,  these words a pointless
As they can not explain
What's going on in my head
And what I feel inside
So why do I even try
There's more to say
But it's best I'd go away
Not to annoy anyone
Coming to this page.  
But i'm just a girl
Who's heart is a mess
& this is my daily vent
So God bless
Get some rest & don't stress