I think of how his tears evaporate when I rub them in between my finger and thumb I see his scowl of anguish and all I can think to do is kiss him Cry with him Mix our salty dewdrops together So he knows he is not alone He is not the only one in pain That I am here with him Holding him holding me absorbing all the hurt that I can hold in me So it won't be within him
I sit in his lap He holds me as I shudder into him I hold his face in my hands Forehead to forehead The tips of our noses are wet with each others tears Swirl the salty dewdrops into our skin Breathe deeply Inhale my exhale Please know that you will be okay We will both be okay As long as you hold on to me I will hold you to to my chest And we will let the pain run down our faces I will cry for you, for me, for our souls, for the hurt and anger Cry for me my love Cry for the pain, what's lost And for the fact that one day this will end
I'm only getting a head start on the damage your absence will do to my sanity