crying alone in the dark
looking at my body with so many marks
stroking my scars that people made
wishing they can all fade away
I get out from my corner
look in the mirror and see myself
grab the box off the shelf
take my friend out that brings me joy
slide the blade across my wrist
hearing the sounds of the devils hiss
crying with so much pain
while blood is pouring down like rain
I feel myself slowly drained
look up at the ceiling
praying to god to give me healing
this is sad that I have these feelings
I just want to be happy
I didn't choose to feel this way
this is because of all the pain
with laughter and remarks
all these cold hearts
hug myself with my ****** arms
take away this self harm
someday this suffering will come to end
and I'll hopefully go to heaven